Today I was thinking about all the good memories of Mountain TOP while looking through my friends pictures, and I couldn't help but miss all of them terribly. Especially all of the 6-11 year olds who stole my heart the first day. So i kept tagging myself andsaving picture to my computer and there were some that I wanted to put on my profile, but not enough to put together in a whole album. So for some reason I added a picture of me and Jalie on our last day together at day camp under my album inspiring picutures. But what is more inspiring than all of the youth I met at day camp and at Mountain TOP. We all had this light to us that glowed so bright that God HAD to of seen our hearts shining. During that week at mountain TOP, these kids gave me the idea of God's love. They eachloved me the second we made eye contact and ran up to me asking if we could play before knowing my name. Does God really need an introduction from us? Does he want us to walk up to Him and say," Hey God I'm Jesse and I wanted to know if you could come hang out with me and talk to me sometimes." He wants us to stop whatever we were doing, see Him, and run with open arms ready to build a strong relationship with Him. Another thing I learned was how much he loved us. A couple weeks before Mountain TOP I went to my own church camp where I sort of got the idea of how God loved me even though I am not perfect. But I could not view myself as a perfect creation. With each time I saw myself, I could not help but walk from the mirror thinking I was a mistake. But the truth is. God doesn't even have a glimpse of mistake in His mind. He sees a future in me. And He wants me to walk along side me the whole way. I thank Mountain TOP for all they are doing, but most of all, I want to thank Sarah, Jessie, Bryson, Jaden, Braden, Jalie, Whitney, Evan, Josh, Lucus, Kaitlynn, Elizabeth, and everyone else that was involved with Day Camp. You have truely changed my way of thinking. And you are always in my prayers.
Lots Love,
Jesse Lee Hargrave
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